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Title:	oh em gee
Date:	2007-08-07 @ 19:29
Security:	public
Music:	All the Same-Sick Puppies
Mood:	bouncy

ian and i had another big thing, lots of crying and
talking about letting go.
about how if i let him go....it would never be the same
and it would just end up like one of those terrible love stories.
of course i was listening to sappy music the whole time
so it made everything seem so dramatic and life threatening..
hmmmm, *sigh*
then we started discussing all our quirks and how psychotic
our minds really are and we both ended up turned on.
i love us hahah

ummm, so im hangin out with richy again tonight.
hes so rad, i love that kid lol
we're gonna have to go get my VIN number tonight..actually go get it.
cuz my car's supposed to be done tonihgt so it should be sitting outside.
and then my dad will get home, put me on insurance
and tomorrow i will go pick up my sweet, sweet baby.
^_^

WOOT!!

yarrr,
i just had dinner
my room looks PIMP
i love eet lol

okay bye <3

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Title:	Rawr
Date:	2007-08-04 @ 19:03
Security:	public
Music:	lol Less Than Three
Mood:	blah

i feel in a bitchy mood.
i THINK its cuz my bf hangs out with my better of friends
more than i do and my friends accidentally get to hang out with him more
than i do.
its queer.

i cant fucking wait to be ungrounded =/
merr =[

last night i slept over at tara's
we went to Golden Cue at like 1030 and left at 11.
she was tired?
then we went to see I Now Pronounce You Chuck and Larry
good movie.
but now i get why guys *cough*ian*cough* liked it so much.
=/ =/
*sigh*
hmm, so i had fun.
i was on the computer talking to ppl til 5am
then tara woke me up at 2 this afternoon
then we went shopping for her wedding reception table things.
that took a while.
good stuff.

um, now im here.
my room is basically done being painted.
my bed and half my desk is back in.
it looks AWEsome!
<333

mmk, talking to arlie.
later <3

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Title:	Wow
Date:	2007-08-02 @ 14:13
Security:	public
Mood:	sore

My dad just told my mom that my sister didn't invite half the family from either side because Tara knows how my mom would act with them and she would create unneeded drama and it would ruin her special day.
My mom kept denying it and my dad just kept saying it.
They screamed a little..
My mom said that everything that goes wrong in his family he blames on her..
Then he said "its because your psychotic about everything!"
Yea so then shes like THEN GET A FUCKING DIVORCE..
Grabbed her cigs and went outside to smoke SLAMMING the fuck out of our laundry room door...
while i was puting my clothes in the washer on that wall.
merr =/

then my dad asked me if im using the internet
and i said yea just for a little longer.
hes all "well let me know when you're done, i want to search online a little bit."

um ok?
anyway, i need a shower but i needed that off my chest.
or else id complain a bunch of times to a bunch of people.

kbye<3

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Title:	sigh
Date:	2007-08-02 @ 01:10
Security:	public
Music:	Scars-Papa Roach?
Mood:	chipper

this is why i hate these things.
i forget to update them for three days
and get annoyed when i have to fill in everything
thats happened in teh last few days.

Day 1:
job hunting,
saw ian.
Day 2:
job hunting,
had an insta-interview,
did online app for the job,
manager will be looking for me
becuz she loved me =].
slept over at tara's
Day 3:
return applications,
saw ian.

ta da!
thats my life of three days in a nutshell <3

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Title:	Excitement!
Date:	2007-07-29 @ 21:05
Security:	public
Location:	Kitchen
Mood:	excited

today i came home from job hunting and drove up to the driveway and saw this car that we looked at yesterday sitting in our driveway. my jaw just like dropped and i was thinking they just had it for a test drive or something.
but no.
so i got a car for 900$ lol
its a '90 toyota camry.

since we bought it for 900 i have like 2000 or so $$ that im allowed to put into it. so we need to fix the front shocks, the AC which could become a huge problem, the driverside door handle needs to be replaced cuz its broken, the dash needs to be fixed or something cuz its cracked, the middle console needs the lid rehinged onto it. im getting a new stereo, paintjob, four new tires and new hubcaps. hmmm...*thinks* i wanna say thats it but i dont remember. lol

it sounds like a lot of issues but it really isnt. its just bunch of little things that me and my dad can fix. werd.

so im excited.
ill have the car registered and shit by like tuesday or wednesday.
ill need a temp license plate and shit.
im lookin at like 3 weeks or so til my car is up to par enough to drive ^_^

im excited to see how well it comes out.
the body is in Perfect condition.

la la la i cant Wait.

im so glad i saw ian, i love him so ^_^
merr, i love being with him.
he makes me smile =] <-- like that.
hehe <3333

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Title:	moo..
Date:	2007-07-29 @ 01:09
Security:	public
Music:	Panic! at the Disco
Mood:	bitchy

i got to see my ian baby twice this week so far ^_^

i went car hunting today and we test drove an Acura and i lovedddd it
but the transmission, engine and steering mechanisms were SHIT
hahahaha so i didnt get it ^_^
if i wanted to drive a stick shift id have a cherry red mustang right now.
but no, i suck at driving enough already i dont need to add onto it.

umm, im delirious cuz for the last four inghts i either havent gone to bed or ive gotten like 3 hours of sleep.
so now im resorting to making an amazing kid feel like shit becuz im just not in the mood to talk right now.
im so exhausted =[

i hung out with richy tonight
we watched Dead Silence.
..not so scary..

anyway, i did get off the phone to sleep and tomorrow im taking taras car out to
drop off apps and check out publix again.
god knows its been a few days =/

so, goodnight babes lol
*snores*

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Title:	shock
Date:	2007-07-25 @ 23:02
Security:	public
Music:	Aaron's voice on the phone
Mood:	curious

today i was told that ian had fucked this girl jennY at a party.
and that a bunch of people were telling my friend jennA.
shes a mutual friend of a mutual friend.
so then i called ian and cried a little and told him if he couldnt make
it over tonight that i cant put up with this relationship anymore.

so time passes and he comes over.
i talked to him about it and all that good stuff.
then he told me that he had "inside information" that jennA was telling
me stories. basically, he said that his friend told him that jennA just wanted me back
so this guy john told her that ian fucked jennY so that she would tell me that
and id break up with him since we were on rocky terms anyway.
so he came over, we went for a walk and watched some dane cook..
all that good stuff.
and i left loving him the same amount.

i dont know what triggered in my mind when i saw him and how i acted
as opposed to how badly i wanted to beat him down.
i just wanted to hug him when he got here but.
whatev.
i did ^_^
and i dont regret it.

funny thing is, i dont kno whos lieing to me.
i believe both ian and jennA love me, like, a Lot
but i have a hard time trusting people in general.
i trust them both.
this is difficult.
i wanna believe ian tho becuz since i kno jennA loves me as much
as she does and told me she wanted to snatch me up from ian yesterday
that i kinda wanna believe Ian's story a bit more.

but i dont know.
in general, ive been having a tough time with trusting Anyone
lately.

arlie left me again tonight.
we do shit every night together and she ditches me for two nights
unannounced.

mmk well phone.
bbl <3

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Title:	Yarrr....
Date:	2007-07-23 @ 16:40
Security:	public
Music:	Right Side of the Bed- Atreyu
Mood:	disappointed

i bombed it i think.
she didnt tell me i didnt get it but there were definite
reasons to not hire me.
lol i just hope the other job goes thru like they said it should.

okay thanks.

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Title:	Oh My GOD
Date:	2007-07-23 @ 11:22
Security:	public
Music:	Wasted- Carrie Underwood
Mood:	fucking exhaustedddd

ian and i got in another huge fight..always about the same thing.
guhhhh...
tara kicked me out early due to the yelling and obtrusiveness... =/

this morning arlie had a doctors appointment and i was gonna wake up when she left so i
could get ready for her to take me out job hunting along the beach to all the fancy hotels ^_^
so i woke up at like 930am giving me just about 4 hours of sleep...im so deprived right now it burns. lol
so then at 957am Walgreens called me for an interview at 3pm =] =] =]
im so excited.

okay so, if i get hired at the very most minimum wage and work about 35 hours a week becuz of being a minor etc..
that ill make 6.67/hour for 35 hours.
thats 466.90$ and with taxes i should get about 800$ a month like i planned.
but! if im hired at 7.00$ like i hoped i would.. i should comfortably make like 850$ or something lol idk

but so im very excited.
my very first official job interview.
and i have the perfect outfit ^_^

i also found out my best female friend is pregnant.
im trying to be as happy for her as i can but its very difficult.
using no condoms and having LOTS of sex...
then telling me how scared she is..
im scared For her.
its a hard thing to do...not like i kno the whole thing of it
but from what i experienced...she may have difficulties.
its just really hard to be happy for her when im so envious =/
i just wish it was me still and not her...
but im one of her only friends that has been pregnant so i want her
to feel free to talk to me about it.
so what if i breakdown and cry every once ina while? its only normal..

ell
zach should be over soon so ima get to goin.

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Title:	Slow
Date:	2007-07-21 @ 15:05
Security:	public
Music:	Girls- Beastie Boys
Mood:	stressed

nothing's really been going on the last like 2 days.
basically, i sat around online for the last two or three days listening to music.
i try to talk to this one guy sometimes cuz i miss him
but he hates me for seriously damaging him.
he has a right to hate me but for this long?
really?

well i liked talking to him and now im nowhere near on his friend-radar.
kinda sad but whatever...

we had a brutal storm today.
each one, lately, seems to get worse with every passing day.
its Awesome! lol

im getting a car in a week anddd i was supposed to go job hunting
yesterday but ended up not becuz it was so hot and i was all dressed up
on the back of a motorcycle so that was no good.
i was all sweaty and shit. lol

so then today i was gonna go but i slept in too late.
then by the time i woke up there was the gnarely storm that i
wasnt about to drive around in.
luckily im dressed up for Tara's wedding shower today but now i cant wear
this adorably cute outfit job hunting unless i wash it for tomorrow or seomthing.
whatev.
good luck to me lolz

and i still havent seen ian...wow.
not since the day after my fucking camping trip.
thats sad...

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